I’m notorious for saying “I don’t have friends,”especially around my “friends.” I realize how insulting that is but it’s also the truth. I don’t invest in people enough to be considered their friend; in the very rare case that I do invest in someone I ALWAYS regret it. I just try my best to avoid the relationship at all cost until that someone gets sick of chasing after me or I get sick of running away. I just feel like I always have to explain myself for not being “something” enough. It’s not that deep I just finally came to terms with how I felt about it. I never met a person I couldn’t live without, I don’t even know if there is such a person. It’s tiring to actually invest in someone and ten times as tiring pretending like you’re invested in someone. And that’s just not where it’s at. If we’re not friends let whatever it is that we are be enough.